Today, we present Lauren’s poignant account of grappling with a challenging moral choice.
Seventeen years ago, her mother left her during a time of great hardship, and now, Lauren is faced with the dilemma of whether to assist her mother, who has returned in a state of homelessness and vulnerability.
Her heartfelt letter prompts deep reflections on the nature of familial duty, the process of forgiveness, and the importance of safeguarding one’s inner peace after overcoming adversity.
As you delve into Lauren’s narrative, think about how you would navigate her situation and whether biological connections should override the bonds we forge with our chosen families.
This is Lauren’s letter:
I (42F) never thought I’d be typing this out, but here we are.
I became a widow at 25, with four mouths to feed. My husband Tom died unexpectedly in a workplace accident. No warning, no goodbye, just a police officer at my door one Tuesday afternoon while our kids (7, 5, 3, and 18 months) were napping.
The insurance money barely covered the funeral, and Tom’s company fought the workers’ comp claim for months.
Desperate, I ran to my mom, but her boyfriend said we’d “ruin” their life. I still remember standing in their driveway, my oldest holding the baby while the middle two clung to my legs. Mom stood silently behind Rick (her boyfriend of only 8 months) as he lectured me about “poor financial planning” and how they were “finally enjoying their freedom.” When I started crying, he actually said, “This emotional manipulation isn’t going to work.”
Mom called me the next day saying she’d “talk to Rick” and see if we could stay “just for a week or two.” I told her not to bother.
That was the last real conversation we had.
17 years passed. I worked three jobs. I moved in with Tom’s parents for the first two years until I could afford our own place.
I went back to school online, graduated, and eventually built a stable life for my children. My oldest just finished medical school. My youngest is heading to college in the fall.
It wasn’t easy, but we made it.
Then yesterday, I opened my door to find my mother standing there. She looked awful — thin, gray, clothes reeked. She was standing there, homeless, crying, “My boyfriend kicked me out after I got sick.
I have nowhere to go.”
Apparently, Rick had dumped her after she was diagnosed with a treatable but expensive chronic condition. She’d lost her job because of her illness, then their apartment. She’d been couch-surfing with friends for months, but had run out of options.
I just stared at her.
All those years, not even a birthday card for my kids. My children don’t even know her. My youngest has never even met her.
When Tom died, I needed her desperately, and she chose a man she’d known for less than a year over her daughter and grandchildren.
“I’m sorry,” I told her. “But you made your choice years ago.”
“Please,” she sobbed. “I’m your mother.
Blood is thicker than water.”
“That’s not how the saying goes,” I replied coldly. “The full phrase is ’the blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb.’ The family you choose is stronger than the family you’re born with.”
She fell to her knees. “I made a terrible mistake.
Please forgive me.”
My 18-year-old daughter came to the door then and asked who was there. When I explained it was her grandmother, she looked confused. “I thought Grandma was dead,” she said, before walking away disinterested.
That broke something in me.
My mother wasn’t dead — she just might as well have been.
I gave her some money and the address of a women’s shelter downtown. Told her I’d pay for three months of storage for whatever belongings she has left, but she couldn’t stay with us. She screamed that I was heartless, that she’d raised me better than this.
I just closed the door.
My two middle children think I did the right thing, but my oldest says family deserves second chances. My youngest doesn’t have an opinion since she never knew her anyway. My late husband’s parents, who were actual grandparents to my children and helped us when no one else would, think I should have slammed the door in her face without giving her a penny.
I keep thinking about how desperate I was after Tom died.
How scared and alone I felt. Am I perpetuating a cycle of cruelty? Or am I protecting my family from someone who already proved she’ll abandon us when things get tough?
Am I a horrible daughter for turning away my homeless mother after she chose her boyfriend over me and my children 17 years ago?
You’re Not a Horrible Daughter
Lauren, what you’ve endured and overcome is nothing short of remarkable.
Raising four children alone after losing your husband, working multiple jobs, pursuing education, and building a stable life shows extraordinary strength and resilience. Your children’s success is a testament to your dedication and love. We want to be absolutely clear: you are not a horrible daughter. Your mother made her choice 17 years ago when you were at your most vulnerable, and that choice had natural consequences.
The Complexity of Forgiveness
The question of forgiveness is deeply personal, and there’s no single “right” answer here.
You don’t owe your mother a place in your home simply because of biology. The relationship between parent and child is meant to be reciprocal, and she abdicated her responsibilities to you and your children during your greatest time of need. That said, forgiveness — should you eventually choose it — doesn’t necessarily mean inviting her back into your lives. The money and shelter information you provided was an act of compassion that many in your position might not have offered.
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